It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up.

How can some people be so selfish? I really don't know. I'm just hating myself for putting emotions into this shit. I just want to talk to someone to make the whole thing feel better. To know that what I think and what I feel matters too :(

It's not always about someone else :( For once, just once, I wish I was selfish and self-absorbed.

xoxo, elvyna.