Trying.

I'm trying to find something to be thankful/happy about today. But I can't.

I feel so guilty for that yet at the same time I just can't see the silver lining in all this. I hope today's just "another one of those days" and tomorrow I'll wake feeling much better.

Note to self: Depression is a pretty good appetite suppressant.

I really pray I will have the strength to hold on this time :(

xoxo, elvyna.