Time has a way of taking back everything we thought we had.

Suddenly, the world I thought which was smooth-sailing and perfect came crashing down on me. The one person I thought I knew and understood just crushed, CRUSHED everything I ever believed and committed in. I dont know what to feel. I can literally hear my heart breaking. I dont want to cry anymore, I really dont, but I cant help it. Who knew it'll leave such an impact? I guess you'll never know how much someone means to you until the day you lose them. Never let go, that's all I can say.

Things cannot get any crappier. But yea, it will. Trust life to throw something bigger at you when you're down and weak.

Broke down again today. For the 130853146031 time. sigh. Get a hold of yourself el. SIGH*