chronicles of my life

October 26, 2008

Birthday wishes <3

Thanks everyone for making it such a memorable day. I really really appreciate it. You guys almost, ALMOST made me cry. The surpise, the cards, the gifts, I love you all. So So much. Life in IMU wouldn't be the same without you guys. Thanks Amos for lying to me and making the surprise actually work. Thanks for the last minute present too :) Thanks Jien and Nic for the book, earrings and card. Thanks Sab for the bracelet and letter and cds. Thanks Steek for coming and being the photographer. Thanks sweetheart for the sweet note/letter and the unending hugs. Thanks ManLo for whoa, so many things. You're the sweetest!! :P Thanks Pseudo for the ADORABLE pencilbox. Thanks JinLin for coming and sharing my special day with me. *phew* You guys RAWK!

That being said , thanks to all who wished me via sms and calls as well. I really really do feel touched that you guys, no matter how far away, e.g. UK, Australia, wherever la, you get the idea, would even remember to text a simple birthday wish for me. And the calls, especially the one from best-T, that was great. It was so nice hearing from you. Thanks for the super long text too Nick (if you EVER read this)! And Sashi, for being a tad bit too early though I know the time diff :D

And not forgetting all the Facebook wall posts, thanks to you guys too! I'm so sorry if I dont reply most of it-I'm just too lazy and I need to be studying, but I read every single one of them.
Although I think that Facebook did play a relatively BIG part in "reminding" you guys bout my birthday, I sincerely wanna thank each and every one of you for taking that time off to type me a msg or wall post and give you all an individual warm hug if I could to show my appreciation.

Once again, thank you all. You guys made my day. Love loads!

P/s# Sorry if I dont mention some of your names above. There's really too many people to thank. Just know that I cherish all the thoughts! <3

xoxo, elvyna.

October 12, 2008

Breakdown and cry.

I got an sms today. I opened and read it. That was it. More lies from you. More words to hurt me. You never ever heard what I said. Does what I think even matter to you? You always say you care, that you want to know. Maybe you do, maybe you don’t. But one thing’s for sure, you NEVER LISTEN to what I’ve said. NOT ONCE. It’s always been about you, you and YOU. And guess what? If that’s what you want, that fine with me. I find no point in arguing anymore. You’ve disappointed me and eaten back on your own words from time to time again, EVERY SINGLE TIME.

You can say one thing today, and the next, you’re a totally different person altogether. I’ve been holding on to everything you’ve said but right now, I doubt you even remembered what you said. I really don’t know you anymore, heck, I don’t think I ever did. Maybe you don’t even know yourself. I’ve never had so much hope in someone before to have them tear me down like this. Never before. What happened to trust? What happened to everything you’ve said? What happened to all the PROMISES?

I should’ve never trusted you. Everything you’ve said was just a lie. A whole bunch of lies. It’s so easy for you isn’t it? It seriously is. No responsibilities, no emotions, no nothing. From what you said, I think you’re just being really really selfish. REALLY. I’ve tried coming to terms with that but this is too much. Just too much. I have feelings too you know? How could you?

This hurts so bad I can’t take it any longer. You’ve really done it this time, I’m broken to bits.

xoxo, elvyna.

September 23, 2008

of Clinique and TGIF.

Me, Lilian and Xiao Wen had vouchers worth RM100 each for Clinique makeover cos' that time they came to IMU for their campus roadshow thing so yea. We decided to go use it on the expiry date, which is coincidentally after dental OSPE too. Lilian didn't wanna do anyways cos she doesnt like makeup. hahaha :) so here are the pics!Xiao Wen and the guy who helped her makeup. She made him erase and re-do it so many times!!! hahaha :D Steek and I half way during my makeup. The lady doing my makeup was busy entertaining other customers :S

I love taking pics under white light!!
Steek and I :P

Whilst make-uping....

Amos and Manlo's emo pose :)

Poser pic @.@

Then after the makeover, we went to TGIF's to have dinner. lalalala..

oooooOO. My super big half-lemon! It was cool :D

My extremely green Roma chicken cutlet

retarded face ..

ultimate mudslide i think :S very yummy.Like choc ice cream.

Amos.

Us three ;)

Kyoooot-ness.

Wen and I.

Told u my food was soooo green.

Kambing :)

Posing without me. You guys ah! I was paying for the parking ticket oh! unfair :(

And that's all. It was a really fun night all in all!

xoxo, elvyna.

Wen was here! :D (note from elvyna: she wrote this while I was editing the blog post. tsk tsk.)

September 20, 2008

Peeeek-tures!

xoxo, elvyna.

IMU cup cheerleading.

After almost 5 months of practise and training, MEDT 1/08 had our cheerleading competition yesterday. It was held in the atrium in IMU from 8pm-12 something.It was also the last event of IMU cup. There were 6 teams altogether. We were the 2nd to perform. Words cannot describe our feelings while we were practising for the last time before the competition. Butterflies in the stomach, anxiety, fear, anticipating to the very minute we were going to perform.

Wei Chin said a little prayer for all of us. It was great. She's great. The pep talk she gave really helped us have confidence and calmed us down. We then rushed to change and do make up. I dont know what else to say.hahaha.

Anyways, we got third place!!! How AWESOME is that? All the hard work and bruises paid off. Like Wei Chin said, " in the beginning we knew nothing about cheerleading and now, we're all cheerleaders!" It was a really great experience and new friendships were formed as well as old ones grew stronger. They're a great bunch of people and I love all of 'em!! I'll miss cheerleading practises now :( Oh wells, I hope we'll get to do it again!!

Like Spongebob said, " It's not about winning, it's about fun." :)

xoxo, elvyna.