She..

James 4:14-15 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, "If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." * She is wondering what could God possibly plan for someone like her, someone so insignificant, so small, so forgettable. Someone who makes more wrongs than rights, someone who feels she cannot even come close to comparison to all those around her who do so much more for God than she ever would be able to and someone who is well, just plain.
* She is amazed at His love for someone like her. Amazed at His awesome power over her life.

* She is yearning for love and affection but she has finally decided not to search for it from man,who would only break her heart but to search for it in her Father up above.

* She is waiting for the day when she would finally fully heal from all this so that she can give her all to people who actually love her more than she can ever imagine. Thank you all so so much for the constant reminder that people DO care.

* She hopes people around her would never give up on her even though there comes a day when she does herself.

* She is more grateful than you can ever imagine for all the things people do for her, even the tiniest little thing from hugs to smiles.

* She is thankful for everything God has made possible in her life and to the lives of those around her, giving her the opportunity to reach out to those people.

* She wants to continue to be used by God for God.

* She really needs God so much in her life right now. More.Than.Ever.

She is me.

xoxo, elvyna.

Psalm 86:11 Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name.