Almost a year

So I just realised I haven't updated my blog in almost a year. So much has happened since I last wrote. I'm a foundation year 2 doctor now, I've grown so much in myself not only in terms of being a doctor but being a person. Time flies by so quick can't believe a year has gone by already. Have I achieved every new year resolution I made last year?? Well, to be honest I can't tell you. I'm not sure if I did but i definitely know I am still trying. It's a long journey I don't expect to achieve everything I want to be in a year. Hopefully one day when I read back on my entries in this blog I'll be able to say I've grown a lot, became more mature through all the tears and joy, through all the heartbreaks and what nots. Hopefully..

New beginnings

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket — safe, dark, motionless, airless — it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell." C.S Lewis