oh no :(

I only have less than a month left here. In Malaysia, in KL, home.

I don't want to leave, I really don't. I wish time would slow down, or just stop. I just don't want to go anymore :( :( :( I don't want to leave all these behind.

xoxo, elvyna.

smile because it happened.

Sometimes, in life, we don't understand why some things happen. Bad things. Why now? Why me? Why not others? But I guess we'll never really find an answer to that question. We're just human. To understand why something would happen that would cause so much hurt and pain, well, it's just impossible.

Things really do happen for a reason. There's a time for everything. A season for everything under the sun. Life, death. Success, failure. Go read Eccelesiastes 3. He has his purpose and plans in our lives. All we can do is just have faith and trust that He will bring us through and we'll emerge stronger. His will, not ours. His ways, not mine.

Faith. Simple word with so much meaning and reason to it. Continue having faith, that's all we can do for now.

Trust God. He'll take away the pain.

xoxo, elvyna.

Picture perfect memories.

Here are some pics I took the past month or so. Just so ya'll know I haven't left my DSLR to rot yet (: still very much in love with it.

Pics from top:
strawberry cheesetarts I baked,
pretty flower taken with Fritz's 50mm lens,
i-City Shah Alam.

xoxo, elvyna.

beautiful monster.

I'm back! (:

As in, I got my laptop back! Everything inside is gone though, and I don't have it backed up but somehow I don't really care. It's like a reset button has been pushed and I don't mind. So yeaps, it'll be back to regular blogging from now on! Boy oh boy, so much has happened since my laptop was sent in to be fixed!

Anyways, latest update from my life, I got second place in the talent competition held in my church yesterday! HAHA. Joined cause I was forced to, but I'm glad I did. It was fun dueting with Joseph, who by the way, is an awesome guitarist! Sang Mandy Moore's Only Hope. Glad I didn't screw it up. Thanks Jon and Wei Chin for purposely coming to support me too! (:

Been gym-ing a lot lately with Chinny. Quite fun, especially when I hop from one machine to the next and read the instructions on how to use them. Haha. But all in all, its a damn fun experience I would say, to gym with a friend (:

So anyway, that's all for now la. Lazy already. Need to get back the momentum I used to have to blog. Need some warming up first.

Take care guys.

xoxo, elvyna.

Maybe its not two lovers breaking up, maybe its two friends getting back together.

And I'm blogging from my Blackberry now. This is so cool but not as fun as with a laptop. Bro's driving me to Wei Chin's house now. Gonna stay over tonight before leaving to Penang tomorrow. Gonna leave KL for a few days. Leaving all the drama behind, I need a break from everything.

Anyways, I'm happy today. Did something I shouldve done 5 months ago.

Its funny, but that's the way love goes. Letting go is part of loving also, that I've learnt (:

xoxo, elvyna.

Break my heart from what breaks Yours.

Its 5am in the morning and I can't sleep. I just broke down while praying. The last time I broke down while praying was about a month plus ago when I was too stressedout over EOS5.
And here I am now, in the same position.

Why? Maybe its because I'm reminded once again how small and insignificant I am in comparison to Him. And how He still continuously provides for me and cares for me and blesses me even though I am extremely undeserving of it all. Or maybe its just because I just poured my entire heart out to Him like I've never told anyone before. At least He listens and cares.

I'm reminded once again tonight/this morning that there is nothing constant in life. The only constant is change, and most importantly, God.

xoxo, elvyna.