If the whole world told me I should disappear, could I fall right next to you?

New interesting baking blog I read.

Check it out by clicking here. I love the sarcasm and stories together with the recipes! Gonna try some out this week!

xoxo, elvyna.

Bubbly + Adorable.

Hellos!

So it has been a rather tiring weekend with the BBQ and stuffs but it was all worth it. Many people came and we all had a fun time. Meeting new people and the food was awesome! :D I also found out that I sucked in taking pics of people. After reviewing all the pics I've taken with my SLR so far,I think I'm more of a landscape photographer. People are way too hard to take pics of, especially when they move around or maybe I just haven't mastered the skill yet :(

Anyways, I'm officially on my hols now. Gonna be so bored starting tomorrow. Oh wells, can bum and probably start studying for Sem 5. Not something I'm looking forward to but something I've gotta do. Oh, and I hope I stop injuring myself. Latest injury: Fell down the stairs today and scraped off skin on my left ankle. Nice.... not.

Oh, and I taught Sunday school today. The kids are so awesome! (: Love all of them. Aaah. I'm so gonna be a paediatrician one day! (: Motivation yo!

xoxo, elvyna.

Test shot!

xoxo, elvyna.

And if it's not real, you can't hold it in your hand, you can't feel it in your heart, and I won't believe you.

And the worst part is before it gets any better, we're headed for a cliff,
And in the free fall I will realize, I'm better off when I hit the bottom.

crap.

I miss Christmas so much :(

xoxo, elvyna.

There's someone I've been missing and I think that he could be the better half of me.

Today is grandma's birthday! YAY! Greeted her with a hug and kiss this morning when I woke up. heh. She's so cute. She says she's 76 today and she wants to stop cooking and working and all when she's 80. Then after i gave her a pep talk that we're all as young as we want to feel, she chanted with me, "I'm young, I'm young!" Sho adorable (:

Anyways, brought her out for desserts with bro. Pics below were taken with his Nikon, not my Alpha (:

Just a pic to show he actually went along :P oh, and he's so retarded wearing shades (mine!) indoors :D
LOVE LOVE LOVE her sooo much! She rocks my world! (:

xoxo, elvyna.

My baby (:

Got my new toy on Saturday (: Loving every single bit of it. Yay! Something to occupy my hols with (: As you can all see, I'm VERY happy (: (: (:

xoxo, elvyna.

It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up.

How can some people be so selfish? I really don't know. I'm just hating myself for putting emotions into this shit. I just want to talk to someone to make the whole thing feel better. To know that what I think and what I feel matters too :(

It's not always about someone else :( For once, just once, I wish I was selfish and self-absorbed.

xoxo, elvyna.

Maybe, just maybe, you're my inspiration (:

I'm thinking of picking up guitar again. That way, I can pluck and strum to my heart's content and probably write a song or two (simple tabs, that is). Should I? My guitar strings are probably rusty already -_-

Oh wells, blame myself for watching so many acoustic performances on YouTube until I want to do what they're doing. ish. Ooo. and I wish I could sing and play at the same time like Colbie Caillat (: I really think her voice is damn soothing. aah (:

xoxo, elvyna.

The world ain't half as bad as they paint it to be.

And tonight, staring at the same star-filled sky just ain't the same without you. So many memories makes it even harder. *sigh* (all this emoness must be the effect of the stupid cough med :( ) Everything I eat now has no taste. Mouth and taste buds are numb from all the medicine I'm taking :( Hope I'll get better by tmr since I just took the last dose of my medicine. or else, I've gotta go see the doctor again :/

Random pic with Aaron at Bangsar dinner last Friday.

xoxo, elvyna.

The way you look into my eyes makes my heart stop beating.

Down with a fever since yesterday. Feeling so drowsy everytime i take my meds, but if i dont take them, i feel dizzy and lethargic :( My stupid cough isn't getting any better also and I really don't like falling sick :( :( BAH!

So he's leaving in 5 hours. Dont know when I'll see him next. This is really heartbreaking. I don't like this feeling :( There's so much to say, so much I want to tell him, but, I just don't know where or how to start. I just hope he understands. I'll miss him so much :(

xoxo, elvyna.

Out with the old, IN with the new!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

So I've been really busy from New Year's Eve up till now. Finally settled down a bit (:

Spent New Year's Eve counting down in Solaris, Mont Kiara with Nick, Fritz and Lixian. It's my first New Year's Eve countdown NOT in church. And it was so beautiful. The fireworks, the people, the noise... There are just no words to describe it. And just being there with people you love (:

The next day, I set off on a trip to PD with a bunch of the craziest and funnest people I've ever met! I had SSSOOOO much fun and I just didn't want it to come to an end, but it had to :( The most amazing three days two nights ever! So much laughter, jokes, as well as memories built together. Oh, and the feeling of sand in between your toes, the glorious view of the sky at night, with the full moon and multitude of stars, so serene, peaceful and absolutely breathtaking. Ah! I wish it really didn't have to end :( :( I miss it so much already.

My brain stopped working. I've run out of words. I'll just stop now. teehee.

Missing someone this very moment.

Happy Birthday Kamun!!! :D She's the cutest!

xoxo, elvyna.