OH NO :(

Best friend-Arafat, I hope you'll get better soon. You called me to tell me you might have H1N1. Then you told me you're being quarantined. And now you've got swine flu. Take care :( :(

And to all those that needs to be quarantined cos' they came into contact with him, hope you guys are alright. Can't believe you have to be quarantined too :(

This sucks :(

xoxo, elvyna.

Never knowing where you're going when you face a brand new day.

Now I just close my eyes and say,
I just want to breathe again, Learn to face the joy and pain,
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little,
Live a little more.
I just want to face the day, Forget about the woes of yesterday,
Maybe if i hope a little, try a little more,
I'll breathe again.

Exams are next week from 29/6- 2/7, therefore the lack of posts. At this point, I just want to give it all out, do the best I can, and really just surrender it all to Him. He brought me through this far, He'll bring me through further. Not by my strength, but His. Been so stressed over studies these past few weeks. Can't wait till it's over by next week!!!

Oh, and Transformers is coming out this Wed! :( So sad I can only watch it next week. Everyone else would've already watched it by then :/ Nevermind, I'll drag ppl to watch it again -_-"

Can't wait for my long 2+ months break!! That is IF i pass. wait. I should have faith. I will pass. *gulps*
~I'll praise You in this storm~

Oh yea, and ppl, beware! H1N1's on the rise. Take good care yea? Hope a vaccine of some sort would come out soon :/

Better get back to my Haemopoiesis notes now. Slept too long just now already. Feel so guilty :/

xoxo, elvyna.

Hide me in Your embrace.

I want to know how to make the right decisions in life. One wrong decision might lead to many other wrong decisions. I really pray for discretion. I don't want anyone to get hurt with the decisions I make :(

Studies are NOT going good. AT ALL. No more time left.

I'm dead meat.

xoxo, elvyna.

厚脸皮

Headache today. Sigh. Massive one at that. crap la. How to study with this kinda thing bothering me? :( But i'm glad you're there for me.

xoxo, elvyna.

You and I will be a tough act to follow.

Celebrated Han Hung's bday in Tony Roma's today. Was supposed to be a surprise but damn fail. Mei la! :/ heh. Next time k? Try harder. Anyways, this was him and his cake. so full after eating the cake:P Happy Birthday! So sorry I kept making ppl sing k? :P

Then had the talent fest in church. Been practising dance so much this weekend. We did a hip-hop-ish dance to Planetshakers-Reflector. Last minute practise and choreography. Thanks to all who came to support (: Appreciate it lots! Anyways, there were 2 categories- solo and group. I'm just glad I decided to join with you guys- Amanda & Amelia. Love you guys loads! Had so much fun. Though I almost broke down before the thing :s

Didn't expect to win! L.A.M.E! :D
xoxo, elvyna.

There's always a rainbow after the rain.

Psalm 107:1 (NIV) "Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever."

Summative results are out!! It wasn't me, it was Him.
Thanks for the miracle God (: Me loves You! ♥

xoxo, elvyna.

You showed up at my door, lighting the candles and playing our song.

Not emo anymore. Wasn't really emo to begin with actually. So many things happened in 2 hours. So many, which would change everything.

Everything.

I foresee happier days ahead :)(: 1234.

xoxo, elvyna.

I'm sorry.

When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else, just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense, I'm on my knees
I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It's all because of You. all because of You.

...and tonight, after a long time, the tears come crashing down again :(

xoxo, elvyna.

21 ALREADY ?!?!?

SURPRISE to my goodest friend-JIEN! Haha. Was so fun preparing for his surprise! Had to lie quite a bit to to make it 'believable.' Was there right after dinner till bout 11 something. Reached home quite late. Luckily, I brought my keys this time! *phew* Don't wanna trouble grandma. Anyways, the party turned out well, I'll just let the little pics do the talking.Pasted on the wall of the dining place.His sis and cousin preparing the home-made ice cream cake. They bought sooo many stuffs to put it together.

TA-DAH! end result. Chipsmore, Oreo, Rocky, jelly beans, ice cream cones, nuts, sponge cake, ice cream = calories = FAAATTT! :/ but it was really yummy! (:Jelly Beans! Pretty colours!Chipsmore.Oreo.

(l-r): Sam, Jon, Jo, Jade, KorWoi.(l-r): Chee, LiLing, Mei Xin, KorWoi.omg. Sam is so weird he stuffed two jellybeans into his nose :S and then he took it out and ate 'em :/ disgusting much?

All of us from ME/DT 108, oh, plus Su Anne who's taking the pic! (:

p/s# Didnt take a pic with JIEN but he's the one in dark blue shirt holding the bowl! LOL!

xoxo, elvyna.

Happiness sometimes comes in the form of food.

I declared today as "Give-an-apple-to-show-my-appreciation-towards-friends" DAY. What a mouthful. Anyways, the idea came after i was grocery shopping and saw these really cute small apples (: So adorable. LOL. so all i did was wash 'em and tied a ribbon on 'em to make it more presentable and pretty!! (:So to those friends I gave, hope you guys liked it! (: It was really totally random. Gave to people I know who were walking past me :D

Oo. And I baked Choc chip Banana muffin last night too. Had the sudden urge. Brought just a few to uni and gave a few close friends. I think it might've been a lil too sweet. I dont know. First time I'm adding chocolate though. It was an assumption, the amount of cocoa I put in :/In the oven (:

Oh, and last but definitely not least, made Konyaku Jelly too! Lychee flavour with my fav- Nata de Coco! (: Brought a tupperware to uni to share with friends. Yes, it's my plan to fatten them up so I won't look so fat in comparison! *snickers*

xoxo, elvyna.

How many times can I break before I'm shattered? :(

Been a pretty busy weekend mostly filled with food outings (oh no! fat!:( ). Anyways, went to DUMC church for their Saturday service this week and it was awesome. Loved the worship, the songs, the speaker, the everything! (: Very nice church if you asked me.

Anyways, after that, went to have dinner in Grand Imperial Restaurant in Bangsar Shopping Centre with Amanda's family. My parents were there too. The food wasn't too bad. Service was good but the food took such a long time to come I almost expired waiting for it :/ Which means, we had time to camwhore! I don't know what's wrong with my camera. All the pics I take seem to come out 'grainy-looking and a lil pixelated' :( I dont like it. Anyone knows how to fix this? :/Peking Duck. Me likes! o_OUs three. I always have to stand in the middle. Dunno why (: teehee.

The next day, went for brunch buffet in Corus Hotel KL. Went with the same ppl again plus Amanda's bf- Jeremy (also my primary school friend).*insert Brit-ish accent* Mei Mei :DHad to make this a Black & white pic cos stoopid aaron used the other camera's flash and made amelia's face all orange -.-

Anyways, this has been a very satisfying weekend, I think, in terms of food. BAH. Time to work it off! :/

xoxo, elvyna.

HAWT! *RAWR*

Eating the spiciest Nasi Lemak ever right now! Grandma bought it for me. She's so lovely (: Sayang her ! So awesome man. Been so long since I last ate a super spicy meal that can actually make me sweat and feel so satisfied (: That just sounded so sad. But I'm such a sucker for spicy food. Bring me the tomyams, chillis, sambals!!!! (*.*)

xoxo, elvyna.

P/s# Chilli's an aphrodisiac too it seems! LOL :D

In a sea of people, you're the only one I see.

The moon is full tonight. It's so round and bright.

Just came back from the park. The fresh air, pretty lake (actually it was quite dark couldn't see anything), the dim lights around the park, the nice benches... Aah. Finally a getaway. Was nice just relaxing and chilling after so long. Sat there for bout 2-3 hours talking. I like the breeze (:

So many couples around the park man. Must be the "in" thing to walk hand-in-hand in the park or something. I don't know :/ Was really watching people walk their dog in the park. Cute little dogs. After we left the park, we went cruising around the area in the car. So pointless yet it somehow felt good. Next time I want to play in the playground! (:

xoxo, elvyna.

You know it the moment you look into her eyes, you know, you know that you've lost.

*hugs* xoxo, elvyna.

Rotations have been tiring i'm so lazy to write bout it :(

Keep your eyes locked on mine.

Internet's a bit crazy today :/ haha. random pic of the day?! Miss u loads family. And PS:you stole my ID tag. haha.

xoxo, elvyna.

*melts* i NEED Edward Cullen.

xoxo, elvyna.

I see sunlight, outside your window.

Not a really good day. Kena SAMAN for the 46253327860415th time! :( OK well, maybe not that many but still.. And best part was it was raining so heavily and when I wanted to take it out from under my wiper, it tore in TWO! the horror! :o And I was semi-drenched :( Oh well, don't care la. First saman with the new car. Sad right? :( :( Anyways, it was yet another eventful day in the library. Managed to cover quite a bit on Cardiovascular System. Hopefully I can finish the whole system this week so I can start Respi next week. Rotations start this Thursday, meaning, less time to study. OH MAN! :/ Chill chill.....

Snacks that keep me going in the ice-cold library :P

xoxo, elvyna.

I will write you a song, that's how you know that my love is still strong.

Went to Menara TA in Jalan P.Ramlee today for the first day of Prison Fellowship Malaysia's National Prisons Conference. It's a 4 day conference but I think I'm only going for day one. Need to study cos EOS (End of semester) is coming up! :/ Anyways, the conference is really good. An eye-opener I would say. They invited a speaker overseas, Daniel Van Ness to give a talk on Restorative Justice in Criminal Justice System. Learnt alot from it. Was pretty touched and almost moved to tears too at some parts when I learnt how the ministry works.

It is a christian based NGO and their vision is to be a reconciling community of restoration for all those involved in and affected by crime, thereby proclaiming and demonstrating the redemptive power and transforming love of Jesus Christ for all people. All in all, an awesome lesson(: Oh, and I enjoyed the day trip travelling to KL with Natasha and Joshua too (:

Had motion sickness while travelling on the train back to IMU. Didn't feel too well and it was awefully hot while Nat and I were walking back to uni from the train station. I should've drove :/ aargh. But was pleasantly surprised when Mei Xin presented her home made Chocolate Cherry Almond cupcake to me in the library!!! (: It was so yummy i tell you. She's so awesome!
See? With all these things happening around me, how can i deny the fact that I'm continually being blessed? Grateful, for every single day.

xoxo, elvyna.