Happy Chinese New year ya'll.

I have so many things I want to say I don't even know where to start. I think some are inappropriate for this blog too. sighs. So yes, I'll post it elsewhere more private. hmms.

Anyways, it was the last day of uni today. One week of hols. Nice :) Time to relax, catch up on studies and collect ang pows while I'm at it. Gonna be spending time with the dear family and distant relatives again. Everyone's going back to their hometown. Mine's only in Selangor :/ How how? Gonna be so bored then. oh wells. Anyone reading this whose hometown's in KL/Selangor, call me out! :) haha. See how it goes.

I hope things get better after CNY. They should. Life cannot suck all the time, I will not allow it.
Learn to be happy. Well, that's my new year's resolution this year. Just one. Hope I'll be able to achieve it. Sorry for making you worry. No more.

Gotta go now, Happy Chinese New Year friends! :) Love all of you guys!

xoxo, elvyna.

Worst day EVER.

Started off with a really really bad dream which woke me up at 6am on my bed, Crying. Fell back asleep around 7 something. Went to Bangsar with Kim after dropping bro off at college. Did some retail therapy and walked around. Skipped first lecture cos' I realize I couldn't make it back in time. Got back to uni, had second lecture, got shouted at and embarrassed by a close friend and got too pissed at everyone around me I left. That's basically it. No names. wtv. Good thing it's coming to an end. I couldn't take one more second of today.

xoxo, elvyna.
Not to self : Try not to let the tears flow so freely the next time you're really pissed.

Cecilia's Farewell.

xoxo, elvyna.

Winds of Change.

Today was a rather emotional day I think. I don't know what got over me. sighs. Thanks KorWoi, Jien, Manlo and Amanda for being there. Really means a lot. Steek's not feeling well too. Worried bout her. sighs :(

I pray that all this emo-ness in me will just go away or reduce in intensity. I don't know how much longer I can take this. It's been so long. Just let go...

xoxo, elvyna.
~Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.~

Bubbles.

menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersyukurlah pada Yang kuasa
cinta kita di dunia
selamanya

~Laskar Pelangi, Niji~

Was brushing my teeth a couple of days back and I saw a bubble fly out of my mouth. It was so cute. It was like rainbow coloured. So pretty! I watched it float in the air and a couple of seconds later, it popped. OK. That was some random stuff but hey, I made a bubble! (ok ok, so maybe all of you did too :/)

Anyways, I just got back from a really nice walk in the park nearby. Walking in the park at night is really different from that in the morning or evening. It's well, more serene at night. With the starless sky, the gentle lapping of the water in the lake, the fishes in the pond. Whoa. It was like the best park walk ever. Perfect setting to emo and relax. Think and be calm. I think I'll be going there more often now when I emo since I've discovered the beauty of it. It doesn't even feel like I'm in Malaysia when I'm there actually. It is THAT amazing.

So yea, Sem 3 has started and it's not easy. Cardiovascular System has so much to take in. It's only been 1.5 weeks and I feel like my brain was fully saturated after the first 3-4 days of lecture. How? sighs. Gotta pray for wisdom and better memory. Help me God :/

Clinic Visit tomorrow at Jinjang. Hope it'll be great and there'll be no angry patients. Oh wells.

xoxo, elvyna.

Addiction.

Help! I'm addicted to COD4 and I'm beginning to like Left4Dead. How how how? Oh no :/

xoxo, elvyna.